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ahhh! DELETE.... that's what I just did.

I could tell you all that happened from where I were, to where I went, to where I am now and to where I am going, but one thing I want to change this year, 2010... in NOT living in the past anymore.

For months I needed to change my profile, but every time I came back here, bad memories surrounded me. What I mean by that is, my life change in so many ways....!

Today is January 21, 2010. I deleted all of the past. I'll tell you where I am...

To make a long story short, I went from being happily married to my best friend - to be a single mom and playing the role of mom and dad. Life wasn't fair these last few years, and the one thing I did was eat. So, for the most part.... if you weigh a lot at one time, it only take a little bit to gain it again.

Now I can sit here and tell you I'm still that gorgeous chick on the front page, or I can tell you the truth on where I am right now.

For one, I hope that 2010 a lot less crying, and a more about ME again.

In the next few weeks, I will make sure to update some more info... I will also update some video's on youtube of where I am, and how I'm gonna get back on track... and I will also start a blog. I will add all that info as I make the changes.... till then, HANG IN THERE.... this time, I'm in your boat too....

I'm right now, today, also in a rut, also frustrated, also negative and depressed of how I let myself go...

Till another update, email me if you have questions, or just want a shoulder or whatever... LOL!! I'll listen :)....

We can do this....again...