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I love when the new year comes around, because everyone is making their new year resolutions.  I have never been one to make new year resolutions, but I did this year...that is, after the new year started!  I realized now, more than ever in these last three FAT years, that it is time to get my booty in shape.  I took the FAT pics again, told everyone I know (friends, family, co-workers) what I am doing, and starting pushing play along with keeping a food journal. 

Things sure seem to paying off, as at the beginning of Janurary I was around 175, and today I weighed in at 165.5.  My jaw almost hit the floor.  I was not expecting that reading off of the scale, as the weight has been slowly peeling off, and then all of a sudden it really comes off!

I no longer think I can...I know I can!  Watch out Chicago, because there is going to be one sexy babe walking the beach this summer!!!  Whoot, Whoot!!!

Kimberly

I am officially starting TurboFire tomorrow, so this evening I decided to take my measurements and Pictures.  I can't hardly look at my pictures.  I am so dissapointed in myself, that I allowed myself to eat like crap and gain all of this weight.  I know that I was on meds, and the doctors tell me that they are affecting my weight.  The doctors also tell me that my weight is fine.  ARE YOU FRICKIN' SERIOUS???   I am 5'6 and 190 lbs, and my weight is fine?  I don't think so.  Working in an Educational Setting has really screwed with my immune system.  I am constantly sick, going to the doctor, the sickness is always in my chest, and the doctor tells me not to workout.  There goes my workout regimen...again.  Then I need to start over.  WOW, I know I am bitching hard core right now, but I am fed up!!!

I have read so many articles about the time when one finally realizes that one is FAT.  I have read articles telling the reader to stand in front of the mirror nude and take it in, look at everything, get mad, see the fat and real "you" standing there.  I have done this, but I don't believe I have become angry enough with myself.  I know I am overweight, but I keep putting it off.  I know that my relationship with my boyfriend sucks because of my lack of self-confidence, but I still put everything off.  Sometimes I feel that if I were alone everything would be that much better, but would it? 

It's time to step it up!  I need to reach inside myself and find that anger.  Whether it is toward my ex-husband, or the fact that I have let myself go.  I need to dig in deep and accomplish this.  The real question is "am I there yet"? 

Maybe that question doesn't matter, and I need to just do it.  I need to re-phrase that statement and just do it.