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Well today was a good day, I got up and worked out: Great abs, Turbo Jam Punch, Kick and Jam and rode my bike for 1 hour. It was great. Still having issues getting a workout in everyday, but when I have time I do extra. I had a really good talk with my sister last night and wish we lived closer to one another. I miss my family so much. I have been trying so hard to do the right things and I don't seem to get anywhere, what am I doing wrong? I wish I had a friend to talk to, it is hard living so far from the people who love you and not having any close friends close to where you live. I have my husband and kids, but I need someone to talk things out with. I guess when the time is right the Lord will bring me an angle. Oh well should go eat lunch.

So it has been 3 weeks since I promised myself that I would work out every day. I haven't kept it. I have been doing better, but there have been a few days where I haven't had the time (what an excuse). Work, 2 kids and a husband, a house and a robotics team to help run, and a 15 year old taking drivers ed. I need to learn to make time for myself every day no exceptions. I can see a difference in my body though and that has lifted my spirits some. I know that the more I work out the happier I will be with myself. I need to learn to let everything else go, I worry about everything and even though I know that I can't control everything or everyone, it is still hard not to worry about it. I have not really lost any weight, maybe a pound or two, but I see a difference in my abs, and my attitude. My only wish now is I had someone to work out with, my husband will workout with me every now and again, but I wish for someone to push me harder, someone I can talk to and who will keep me on point with what I eat. Since I moved to Florida with my family, I haven't met anyone or made friends, I guess with the busy life and family finding friends hasn't been a priority, and now after almost 7 years it is getting lonely. I think it is time to get off my ass and do something about that. I need to start writing more too, I forgot how much I like writing. Thank you Beachbody for giving me a place to write my thoughts and track my progress. I can't believe that I've been using Beachbody products for 3 years now. 

I have been thinking about how far I have come, and where I want to go. I had a dream last night, and in the dream someone was telling me to stop stressing. I started thinking about that while I was riding my bike this morning. I have been stressing a lot lately about my weight and how I look in my clothes. I was doing really good until about 6 months ago and I stopped working out everyday, big mistake, not only physically, but mentally. I thought about how I was not as confident as I had been, started asking myself why? Haven't come up with an answer yet, but I am leaning towards the fact that my workouts gave me power and when I stopped so did their power. So the only way to get the power back is to start taking making time for myself and my workouts. I am making myself a promise today to workout every day and to be more mindful of what I eat. I have a dream to weigh 150 and have about 8 to 10 pounds to get there. I know with hard work and determination I can reach my goal.