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Hrmm.. So you want to know a little about me huh? Well lets see. I am 32 years old and have been severely overweight longer than I can remember. I do have a couple pictures of myself from when I was in my early teens looking slim and I think to myself what the heck happened. Everyone used to call me bean pole and a reed. I am now probably the heaviest I have ever been in my life at just around

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Hrmm.. So you want to know a little about me huh? Well lets see. I am 32 years old and have been severely overweight longer than I can remember. I do have a couple pictures of myself from when I was in my early teens looking slim and I think to myself what the heck happened. Everyone used to call me bean pole and a reed. I am now probably the heaviest I have ever been in my life at just around 316lbs. I have not been under 300 pounds since I was in my teens. because of my stature I have a very low self esteem and am not very happy most of the time. (I can't believe I am writing about what I feel inside this is tough for me to do.) I am a product of an overweight family and have been looking for a way to get out of the life style that i have been accustomed to for so long. I am not sure what you guys want me to put here. I am not in the habit of talking about myself, I don't even like my picture taken at all. if someone pulls out a camera I head for the exit like the Flash ( albeit a little bit slower...) I do feel and have for some time that there is a thin person inside of me just waiting for his chance to show me that life is worth all the hard work and pain. I have done many diets including the Adkins diet where I lost 100 pounds but as soon as I ran out of money I gained it all back and then some. I was an EMT in So Cal where I live but hurt my back on the job and was forced to retire from that field. ( I gained a bunch of weight from that little accident) I went to school to become a Chef and am on the most rewarding career path in my life now because I can do the two most important things in my life cook and help people. anyway I cant think of anything else to say here because I do not like to complain about whats going on with me. suffice it to say I am not happy with myself and am here to change all that. I look forward to talking to each and every one of you in the months to come. I am ready to do this so lets "Dance".
Rian~

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