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I have never been happy with my body. Ever. I have severe body dysmorphic disorder. At the age of 7, I developed my first eating disorder. I was made fun of at school for being a little chubby, and I felt like the token fat kid in dance class. Basically, I ate my feelings. What kept me from not gaining weight were my dance classes. At 18, right after I graduated from high school, I stopped eating completely. I was at an obscenely low weight. I put some weight on to keep me from going into heart failure. A couple years ago, I stopped eating again, and also started purging. I went into an eating disorder clinic and it was the best decision of my life. I still never liked my body. A friend of mine told me that I'd be dead and buried before I ever felt like I was skinny enough. I decided I wanted to do something that I could be proud of and raise my self esteem. After seeing the infomercials, I decided that it would be P90X. After one round, and halfway through round number 2, I finally am happy with my body. I still have some problems with thinking I'm overweight or that I have imaginary huge fat deposits, but because of this program I can at least finally say that I'm happy with myself.